Saturday, December 9, 2017

A quarter life crisis.

A quote I stumbled on Tumblr that I find 100% relatable at the moment:

I don't know how I will survive the rest of my life with a mind like mine.

I honestly think that I'm entering the stage of life where I'm questioning about my whole existence.Who am I? What am I? What is my purpose in this whole universe? How to survive? Even more, with a mind like mine?
I mean, sometimes I like to look at people and I find something good about them. Their value. One of my friend is really smart, brave and has a good way of logical thinking. My other friend really knows how to take care of herself and other's. The other one is really good at communicating, has a great leadership value, social sensitivity and so on. But I don't know about myself.
I always think that myself is complicated. I even sometimes don't understand myself or what I'm thinking. My mind is a mess and I can't find someone with a mind as messy as I am. If only I could ask my future self on what to do with life and how to survive...
but it doesn't work that way, honey.
So for now I'll just keep on trying and let these storm pass. I believe that God has a plan, and my questions in this chapter of life will be answered in the next. One day, this post will be something to laugh at. Because this quarter life crisis, too, shall pass.
Aamiin.

Thank you for being here and listening to (well, reading) my random rambles.
u da best.

And here is a poem by Rumi to close this post tonight.

Do you think I know what I'm doing?
That for one breath or half-breath I belong to myself?
As much as a pen knows what it's writing,
or the ball can guess where it's going next.

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